when the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress

Sunday, June 04, 2006

I HAVE CHANGED MY BLOG
I WONT DELETE THIS ONE AS IT HAS TOO MANY MEMORIES AND I WILL CHECK IT OCCASIONALLY
THANK YOU

LOVE SHIVU <3

ps: if you want the add just ask me (:

~~9:57 PM~~

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

THERE IS NO BEAUTY IN BLEEDING MASCARA

VOTE FOR PAUL TWOHILL! LET HIM BE THE NEXT SINGAPORE IDOL! COME ON WE NEED SOMEONE DIFFERENT FOR A CHANGE! LET THE DARK ONES BE IN THE LIMELIGHT!

finally a reason to watch singapore idol(:
HE WEARS EYELINER, AHHH SEXAYYEEE OKAYY!
* screams*

okay, i shall stop being stupid. ( oh, but do vote for him )
today was boring, cept for when we were waiting for ORAL to start and during breaks.
my oral topic was so " individualised ", not a real word but yea. it had so much to do with my mid year results.
MDMS is realllyy really good!

pembroke entrance exam is on saturday, which means i gotta do alot of math tomorrow and i cant be hungover on saturday, bah- humbug!
i shall attempt to watch that yamapi vidoe aterioles sent me and i shall go drool over more pete wentz.
droolfest06'

love me when i'm gone

~~8:49 PM~~

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

SWEET SIXTEEN(:

I hereby declare today one of the best birthdays ever. I loved today and i guess what my mum said was true, its not the size of your party or a party that matters, it's who you spend your special day with. I'm glad i spent my day with you guys and i truly love you all alot.
i went to school and was high with the usual gang
a special thanks to gummy and val , wished me at twelve.
GUMMY, THANKS FOR TUURNING SIXTEEN WIMME(:

was so high and hyper, thank you to cheryl and gummy for the delicious cake, kiran for the hug and paro for the messages. Thank you daddy and valerie chua AKA gramma for roaming around with me, gummy included(:

thank you for all the messages. I love you all more than you will ever know.

- lots of LOVE AND KISSES, SHIVUU(:

~~6:10 PM~~

Monday, May 29, 2006

TAKE THIS TO YOUR GRAVE

as i am typing this entry, i'm aware that if mum were to catch me in the present state that i am in now, i might as well wish i was never born, ironic that i should say that when tomorrow is my birthday.
i'm wearing an old t-shirt, sweat pants, i have glitter on my face and glue on my hands. My hair is haywire and i'm illegally using the computer. My room is a mess form all the craft supplies and my walls are as bare as a baby's bottom.
funny, i dont feel young and lively, in fact its quite the contrary. I feel tired and lathargic, like a woman who works overtime with little or no pay.

i have two hours to complete a shitload of homework and a forty page f&n project which is counted towards the o's.
i think i'm brilliant, even if no one else thinks i am.

sixteen years, nothing but a memory now.

~~3:53 PM~~

Saturday, May 27, 2006

JUST GIVE IN WHEN YOU ARE READY TO PLAY

another day, another drama. I just love the abundance of drama i seem to have in my life.
if you can't comprehend or detect that the phrase above is dripping with sarcasm, please slap yourself ten times and ask your mum if she dropped you as a child.

NO SERIOUSLY, today involved tears, anger and a whole lotta ranting.
it's over now.
i'm basically grounded from six am to six pm.

SHOOTMENOW

cleaning out my room, new posters, new paint and what not.
i'm off to watch tv

OC MADE ME CRY

~~7:20 PM~~

Friday, May 26, 2006

" EH, JUST BREATHE IN AND SQUEEZE LA "
- kiran and parveen

a day out with my bambies(:
It's been a while my dearies but it was fucking awesome and i cant wait till we paint the town red again.
speaking of painting the town red, my nails are red and i'm dancing to BOOTYLICIOUS. i guess i'm enjoying myself and getting in all the HIGH before the weekend from hell comes. The weekend before my birthdau always sucks.

i got an early present already, my dearest cousins decided to play a prank. good one boys, i'm sorry it was ruined, but it was cool.
gummy, remember when i said i wanted a surprise, got it (:

i'm off to watch more orange county

hot boys, hot girls, corruption, sex, sand, sea, food.
i love this hot shit.

I LOVE YOU KI&PARV <3

~~8:06 PM~~

Thursday, May 25, 2006

GIFT WRAPPED, GUILT TRIP KISSES LEFT YOU NAKED ON YOUR BED

KAI is the bestest most wonderful gummy in the world
you stupid fucker, you're not even welcome here and you dare insult everyone as well as cause stupid conflicts, one last chance, stop taggin or coming to my blog OR meet us personally so we can sort this fuck out, or would you rather we find you and kick your smelly behind. Your choice bitch.

so maths, oc and manga. another productive day if i do say so myself.

I question who i am sometimes, like today.
i was lying on my bed this morning stoning while panic! at the disco's i write sins not tragedies was blasting. I was totally into the music. Then a thought occured to me, " what am i "
not what am i in the human or alien sense, i mean i HUNDRED PERCENT KNOW I'M AN ALIEN :D
but in the social ladder sort of thing. There are nerds, jocks, cheerleaders, bimbos, emokids, goths, punks, rebels, poets, dramatics. I'm not a jock or a cheerleader, but i am a little bit of everything else, which is disturbing really because then i am just like everybidy else? or am i an outcast?
its the same way you ask yourself, am i insane? or am i the only sane one?

ahh the mind of a teenager.
tell you what, when you find out how the teenage mind works, gimme a call yeah

sayonara

~~6:14 PM~~